"Seething
Like the Sea"
Our Need for Peace With God
[From my book The Saints' Guide to Making Peace With God,
Yourself and Others (Servant, 2001), © 2001 by Paul Thigpen]
For in [Christ] all the fullness of God was pleased
to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether
on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross. And
you, who once were estranged and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds,
he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order
to present you holy and blameless and irreproachable before him,
provided that you continue in the faith
St. Paul the Apostle, Epistle to the Colossians, 1:20-22
How many are your mercies, O God -- mercies
yesterday and today, and at every moment of my life, from before
my birth, from before time itself began! I am plunged deep in mercies
-- I drown in them: they cover me, wrapping me around on every side.
Venerable Charles de Foucauld (1858-1916)
"Peace," observed St. John Chrysostom, "is
the mother of all good things." Is it any wonder, then, that
a prayer for peace whispers -- at times even shouts -- throughout
sacred history? Shalom, the ancient Hebrew greeting of peace,
echoes throughout the Old Testament, in the mouths of priests and
prophets, kings and warriors, herdsmen and farmers. The psalmists
especially cry out for peace, and urge us all to pray for its reign.
In the New Testament, the theme of peace continues: St. Zechariah
prophesies that the Dawn from heaven will come to "guide our
feet in the way of peace" (Lk 1:79); and when that Dawn arrives,
angels announce his birth with a promise of peace on earth (see
Lk 2:14). Later, as the Savior makes his way through a needy world,
he repeatedly speaks peace to those who will listen and promises
peace as his lasting gift (see Jn 14:27). Then after his death,
resurrection, and ascension, his apostles repeat the blessing as
they scatter across the face of the earth, bringing hope that peace
can be found in him.
Yet to find peace, we have to know exactly what it is we're seeking.
Is peace simply the absence of conflict? Or is it something much
more rich, full, and alive?
What Is Peace?
St. Augustine of Hippo (354-430), a brilliant bishop and
Doctor of the Church, spent most of his early years as a spiritual
wanderer, tossed by incessant interior storms, longing desperately
for peace. After he found his rest at last in God, he gave considerable
thought throughout his later years to the nature of peace. For St.
Augustine, true peace is a kind of harmony, much like a sweet, vibrant
musical chord composed of varying yet complementary tones. When
differing elements -- body and soul, parent and child, neighbor
and neighbor, God and humanity -- come together in concord, each
in its appropriate role and place, the result is peace.
The peace of the human body consists in the function of its parts
according to their proper arrangement. The peace of the lower
part of the soul -- our appetites -- comes when these appetites
rest in harmony; the peace of the higher part of the soul -- our
reason -- depends on the harmony of our actions with what we know
to be true. The peace of body and soul with each other is the
well-ordered and harmonious life and health of the living creature.
Peace between man and God is the well-ordered obedience of faith
to eternal law. Peace between man and man is well-ordered concord.
Domestic peace is the well-ordered harmony between those of the
family who rule and those who obey. Civil peace is a similar harmony
among the citizens. The peace of the heavenly city -- the city
of God -- is the perfectly ordered and harmonious enjoyment of
God, and of one another in God.
Order is the arrangement that sets things equal and unequal in
their rightful places. The peace of all things, then, is the tranquillity
resulting from such order.
The City of God, 19, 13
Sin Shatters Peace
If peace with God comes from living in harmony with his will, then
sin can only shatter our peace. For sin is a deliberate turning
away from God, a rebellion against his authority, a disordering
of our relationship with him. Those who resist God thus make themselves
the enemies of God. "'There is no peace,' says the Lord, 'for
the wicked'" (Is 48:22).
In his celebrated spiritual autobiography, The Confessions,
St. Augustine told of his youth in rebellion against God.
He observed how the torment of sin can force us to recognize that
we are broken and disordered, pressing us to seek a restoration
of the peace we so profoundly desire.
I was a poor fool, seething like the sea. Forsaking you, Lord,
I followed the violent course of my own torrents. I rushed past
all your lawful bounds, and I did not escape your scourges. For
what mortal can escape them? But you were always beside me, mercifully
angry, ruining all my illicit pleasures with bitter discontent
-- all to draw me on so that I might instead seek pleasures that
were free from discontent. But where could I find such pleasures
except in you, Lord? I could find them only in you, who teaches
us by sorrow, and wounds us in order to heal us, and kills us
so that we may not die apart from you.
You humble the proud, who are like those wounded. Through my own
bloated pride I was separated from you; yes, my face was so swollen
that my eyes were shut and blinded. Yet even though you, Lord,
are the same forever and ever, you do not remain angry with us
forever. For you take pity on us, who are only dust and ashes.
It was pleasing in your sight to transform what was deformed in
me; and by inward stings you disturbed me, so that I would be
dissatisfied until I could see you clearly with the eye of my
soul. By the secret hand of your healing my swelling was relieved;
and the disordered and darkened eye of my mind was day by day
made whole by the stinging salve of a healthy sorrow.
The Confessions
God by His Nature Is Merciful
If our sins have wrecked our peace with God, how is that peace to
be restored? How can the enemies of God become his friends? We're
morally and spiritually bankrupt, in debt to him; and we're too
weakened by our disordered state to right the wrong. Only God himself,
then, can forgive us the debt, heal the wounds of our relationship
with him, and reconcile us to himself. But is he willing to do so?
The saints have answered that question with a thunderous "Yes!"
God is "rich in mercy" (Eph 2:4), insisted St. Paul
(died c. 67). His desire is reconciliation.
St. Faustina Kowalska (1905-1938 ) has come to be known
as "the Apostle of Divine Mercy." A member of the Congregation
of Sisters of Our Lady of Mercy in Poland, her life was consumed
by a desire to convince the entire human race that God is eager
to forgive us and bring us back into communion with himself. Her
diary records what the Lord said to her.
Tell the whole world of my great mercy.
Mankind will not
have peace until it turns with trust to my mercy.
Proclaim
that mercy is the greatest attribute of God. All the works of
my hands are crowned with mercy.
Let no soul fear to draw near to me, even though its sins be as
scarlet. My mercy is so great that no mind, be it of man or of
angel, will be able to fathom it throughout all eternity. Everything
that exists has come forth from the very depths of my most tender
mercy. Every soul in its relation to me will contemplate my love
and mercy throughout eternity.
You see what you are of yourself, but do not be frightened at
this. If I were to reveal to you the whole misery that you are,
you would die of terror. However, be aware of what you are. Because
you are such great misery, I have revealed to you the whole ocean
of my mercy.
Speak to the world about my mercy; let all mankind recognize my
unfathomable mercy. It is a sign for the end times; after it will
come the day of justice. While there is still time, let them have
recourse to the fount of my mercy;
I am giving mankind
the last hope of salvation; that is, recourse to my mercy.
Divine Mercy in My Soul
God's Offer of Peace: Jesus Christ
How does God extend his mercy to us? St. Paul proclaimed
that "we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,"
his divine Son, having been "reconciled to God by [his]
death" (Rom 5:1, 10). But how could this death and resurrection
accomplish our "atonement" -- which means literally, our
"being made one" -- with the God against whom we had rebelled?
St. Alphonsus Liguori (1696-1787), bishop, missionary, and
Doctor of the Church, he tells how Christ could be our mediator
with God.
We must remember that for this very end our Redeemer came upon
earth, that he might pardon sinners: "The Son of Man came
to save that which was lost" (see Mt 18:11).
By dying,
Jesus desired to regain for God all mankind who were lost. Oh,
how great is the debt we owe to Jesus Christ!
If a criminal condemned to death were already standing at the
gibbet with the rope around his neck, and a friend were to come
and take the rope, and bind it round himself, and die in place
of the guilty man, how great would be his obligation to love him!
This is what Jesus Christ has done; he has been willing to die
on the cross to deliver us from eternal death.
Man, by reason of his sin, was a debtor to the divine justice,
and an enemy of God; the Son of God came on earth and took man's
flesh; and thus, being God and man, he became a mediator between
God and man, acting on behalf of both; and in order that he might
bring about peace between them, and obtain for man the divine
grace, he offered himself to pay with his blood and his death
the debt due by man.
The Passion and Death of Jesus Christ
St. Cyril of Jerusalem (c. 315-386) was an outstanding
catechist who became bishop of the ancient city where Jesus died
and was resurrected. In his series of lectures to those who sought
entrance into the Church, he explored the theme of Christ's sacrifice
by explaining that our Lord solved what constituted a divine dilemma:
How could God accomplish both justice and mercy on behalf of the
sinful human race?
These things the Savior endured, and made peace through the blood
of his cross, reconciling to himself all things, whether in heaven
or on earth (see Col 1:20). For we were enemies of God through
sin, and God had justly ordained that the sinner must die. So
one of two things had to happen: Either God, being true to his
word, had to destroy all men, or else in his mercy he had to cancel
the sentence of death.
But behold the wisdom of God: He preserved both the justice of
his sentence and the exercise of his mercy. Christ "bore
our sins in his body on the tree, that we by his death might die
to sin, and live to righteousness" (see 1 Pt 2:24).
Of no small account was the One who died for us. He was not a
literal sheep; he was not a mere man; he was more than an angel;
he was God made Man. The great transgression of sinners could
not match the even greater righteousness of the One who died for
them. The great sin we committed could not match the even greater
righteousness that was worked by the One who laid down his life
for us -- who laid it down when he pleased, and took it up again
when he pleased.
Catechetical Lectures
St. John Chrysostom (c. 347-407), a reforming patriarch
of the great city of Constantinople, he marvels at the great grace
of peace with God that comes through Jesus Christ -- a gift far
beyond anything we could deserve or even understand.
"And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, will
keep your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus" (Phil 4:7).
What does this mean? "The peace of God" that Christ
has made possible toward men surpasses all our understanding.
For who could have expected, who could have hoped, that such good
things would have come to us? What God has done exceeds, not just
anything we could say, but even anything we could understand.
For God's enemies, for those who hated him, for those who determined
to turn themselves away from him -- for these, he refused nothing,
not even to give up his only-begotten Son, so that he might make
peace with us.
This is the peace, then, this is the reconciliation, this is the
love of God, that will guard your hearts and your thoughts.
Fourteenth Homily on St. Paul's Epistle to the Philippians
No Sin Is Too Great
So God the Father offers us peace through forgiveness in his Son.
But what if we have serious sins in our past? Will God still forgive
us and welcome us? Is his mercy great enough to pardon even the
worst of crimes?
St. Augustine answers these questions pointedly:
If God could pardon even the murderers of his own beloved Son, is
there any sin he can't forgive?
The Apostle's Creed says, "I believe in the forgiveness
of sins."
Let no one say, "I've committed this
or that sin: maybe it won't be forgiven me." Just what sin
have you committed? Just how great a sin was it? Name any heinous
crime you've committed -- heavy, horrible, which you shudder just
to think about -- whatever sin you choose. But tell me: Have you
killed Christ?
No deed could be any worse, because no one could be better than
Christ. What a dreadful thing it would be to kill him! Yet the
Jews killed him, and afterward many believed on him and drank
his blood in the Eucharist. So even they were forgiven the sin
they had committed.
On the Creed: A Homily to the Catechumens
Recognizing Our Need for Forgiveness
While some of us hesitate to seek God's forgiveness because we think
our transgressions are too great, others of us have the opposite
problem: We fail to recognize the sins we have, thinking we have
no need to seek peace with God. St. Bridget of Sweden
(1303-1373) was a fearless mystic and visionary whom God often used
to rebuke sinners in high places who failed to recognize their sinfulness.
When she visited the royal court in Naples in 1372, she daringly
spoke Christ's words in the first person -- a sharp prophetic warning
that severely rebuked the sins of those at court, yet offered them
forgiveness.
O my enemies, why do you so boldly commit sins and do other things
contrary to my will? Why have you neglected my passion? Why don't
you pay attention in your hearts to how I was stretched out naked
on the cross and cried out, full of wounds and clothed in blood?
But your eyes and hearts forget and neglect all these things.
And so you behave like prostitutes, who love the pleasures of
the flesh, but not its offspring. For when they feel a living
infant in their womb, at once they procure an abortion so that
without losing their fleshly pleasure, they may always engage
in their foul intercourse.
You behave in just the same way! For I, God, your Creator and
Redeemer, visit everyone with my grace, knocking at your hearts,
because I love all of you. But when you feel at the door of your
hearts any knocking of my Spirit, or any compunction, or when
through hearing my words you conceive any good intention, at once
you procure a spiritual abortion. You excuse your sins and delight
in them; you're even willing to persevere in them until you're
damned! For that reason, you do the devil's will, contemptibly
taking him into your hearts while throwing me out.
But this is the greatness of my mercy: None of my enemies is so
complete or so great a sinner that I would deny him my forgiveness
if he were to ask for it humbly and wholeheartedly.
The Revelations
If we doubt our need for deliverance from sin, and our desire
for the peace that such deliverance gives, we need only look into
our hearts, says St. Augustine, and witness the disorder
of our passions fighting against our conscience. What we find will
press us to seek God's forgiveness.
Everyone who feels within himself his fleshly desires rebelling
against the right inclinations of conscience -- who feels the
habit of sin, with unrestrained violence, dragging him into captivity
-- should recall to mind as much as he can what kind of peace
he has lost by sinning. Then he will cry out like the apostle
Paul, "O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from
the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ"
(see Rom 7:24-25).
In this way, when he cries out that he is wretched, in the very
act of lamenting his sins, he begs the help of a Comforter. And
he has made no small progress toward blessedness when he has come
to know his own wretchedness; that is why Jesus said, "Blessed
are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted" (Mt 5:4).
On the Sermon on the Mount
If we need a further incentive to seek God's forgiveness, St.
Augustine suggests we should consider the alternative: Hell,
after all, is the final, logical outcome of sin, the horrifying
state achieved by souls when grace no longer sets any limits to
their disorder.
If war is the opposite of peace, as misery is the opposite of
happiness, and life is the opposite of death, it's reasonable
to ask what kind of unending war will be the fate of the wicked
corresponding to the everlasting peace that, as we have noted,
is the destiny of the righteous. The person who raises this question
has only to observe what it is in war that is hurtful and destructive
-- I mean, of course, nothing else than the conflict of things
mutually opposed.
Can we conceive a more grievous and bitter war than one in which
a person's will is so opposed to his passions, and his passions
to his will, that their hostility can never be terminated by the
victory of either? A war in which the violence of pain is in such
conflict with bodily nature, that neither one yields to the other?
For in this life, when this conflict has arisen, either pain conquers
and death brings the sensation of pain to an end, or else nature
conquers, and health brings an end to the suffering. But in the
world to come, the pain continues so that it torments, and the
nature endures so that it feels the pain; and neither one ceases
to exist -- lest punishment should also cease.
The City of God
To spurn God's forgiveness, then, is to propel ourselves toward
that nightmare of everlasting chaos awaiting the damned, a never-ending
disintegration in which the human personality dissolves into countless
warring lusts -- the utter negation of peace.
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